Scared.

I'm out of track, I know.
I'm being killed, I know.
I'm about losing, I know.
What am I doing? I don't know.
I don't know.
I don't know.

Everyone's speeding, I don't even start yet, though.
I should focus more, yes.



I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

dum de dum
dudum de dum

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

I'm so scared, but I don't show it.
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down

Devil May Cry 4 - The Ending (Hols Mode, Still)

The 1st part of the holiday is just about ending. How fast it is.
*sigh* and at the same time, *yezza*
I've not been doing nothing much and that worries me. Geez.
Pacing the way of doom...

Currently listening to "Shall Never Surrender", Devil May Cry 4 ending song.
The ending was truly a "WOW". (Not that my gameplay though. I was just too lazy to push harder after beating Sanctus for a few times, again and again. [It got harder each time he was defeated])



Shall Never Surrender by Jason Shyboy
Devil May Cry 4 Ending Song

The time has come and so have I
I’ll laugh last cause you came to die
The damage done~the pain subsides
And I can see the fear clear when I look in your eye.

I never kneel and I’ll never rest
You can tear the heart from my chest
I’ll make you see what I do best,
I’ll succeed as you breathe your very last breath.

Now I know how the angel fell [just kneel]
I know the tale and I know it too well [just bow]
I’ll make you wish you had a soul to sell [soul to sell]
When I strike you down and send you straight to hell

My army comes from deep within
Beneath my soul–beneath my skin
As you’re ending, I’m about to begin
My strength~His bane~and I will never give in.
I’ll tell you now I’m the one to survive
You never break my faith or my stride
I’ll have you choke on your own demise
I make the angel scream, and the devil cry

My honored brethren
My honored brethren

We come together
We come together

To unite as one
To unite as one

Against those that are damned
Against those that are damned

We show no mercy
We show no mercy

For we have none
For we have none

Our enemy shall fall
Our enemy shall fall

As we apprise
As we apprise

To claim our fate
To claim our fate

Now and forever
Now and forever

We’ll be together
We’ll be together

In love and in hate
In love and in hate

They will see. We’ll fight until eternity
Come with me We’ll stand and fight together
Through our strength we’ll make a better day
Tomorrow we shall never surrender. [X4]

[Whisper] We shall never surrender [X2]

p.s : "It's okay. I'll wait"

Untukmu Guru

Hari ni 16 Mei 2009. Aku rasa semua orang tahu hari ni hari apa. Tak, tak, bukan semua. Hari ni hari Sabtu. Semestinya. Dan hari ni jugalah Hari Guru Malaysia.

Ingin sekali aku ucapkan Selamat Hari GURU kepada semua guru yang pernah aku kenali sepanjang hidupku. Dari TASKI hinggalah ke sekolah menengah.

Terlalu banyak yang telah aku dapat. Sehinggalah aku menjadi manusia seperti hari ini. Aku takkan sesekali lupa. Jangan bimbang. (Walaupun banyak salah dan silap yang telah aku buat. Maaflah!)

TERIMA KASIH CIKGU!

p.s : Fawwaz, thanks for these!


p.s : no post for Mother's Day =(
p.s : aku nak sangat kembali macam dulu...

Aku Kembali. Tapi Aku Bukan Lagi Aku...

Akhirnya. Sempat juga aku curi sedikit masa untuk blog ini lagi. (Walhal selama ni lebih banyak yang terbazir begitu saja. Sungguh) Dan sudah agak lama juga aku tidak ber-blog dalam Bahasa Melayu. Ianya bukanlah satu diskriminasi. Tidak sama sekali (agaknya). I've wrote about this here, in YouthSays Realvoices Project.

Reading this Fawwaz's post, aku, sekali lagi, setelah sekian lama, teringat sebab utama aku mula ber-blog suatu masa dahulu. Usaha aku itu mungkin sudah agak terbantut sekarang, namun aku tak berhasrat untuk berhenti.

Anyway, bila fikir pasal masa depan, macam-macam rancangan yang nak dibuat. Plan lepas SPM itulah inilah tapi apa yang sedang aku hadapi sekarang entah bagaimanalah nasibnya. Aku tak cukup serius. Aku tahu dan aku dengki.

Dah lama benar aku tak tulis apa yang aku nak sangat tulis (IDK how to elaborate this). Mungkin lain kali. Blog ni pun dah berumur, walaupun contentnya sangatlah kurang.

Lagi satu, entah kepalang mana yang rembat url lama blog aku ni (yang aku edit lepas kisah tahun lepas). Siapa tahu?

Masa dah suntuk. Suntuk sangat.

Aku nak sangat kembali macam dulu...

Hey!

Oh my. It's hella long, isn't it?
*sigh*
this makes me utterly guilty, deep down there.
how i miss the dashboard.
*another sigh*
no one really cares btw.
i've got another life right here.
Got a fight on 10th May.
so, will be catching up with you later
(or maybe some time before. kinda courageous)
yosh
havaniceday
later~


just posting this out of my doomed boredom

p.s:sometimes, it's kinda tricky to have extended post view option in blogger.